As I write this tonight I am preparing for yet another bronc scheduled for tomorrow morning at 6am. Since my bronc three weeks ago, I have not gotten any relief from my symptoms, leading to another one tomorrow.
Funny as God would have it, my last post was all about making promises, in my case to Gavin, that I struggled to keep. I shared how grateful I am that God ALWAYS keeps His promises and tonight I am drawing my hope from the many promises written in Psalm 91.
If you have never read it, I encourage you to. How amazing to think that we can literally rest in the shadow of the Almighty.
To be able to say with confidence that HE is my refuge and fortress and My God in whom I trust! And to recite verse 3 that says that "He will deliver me from the fowlers snare and from the deadly pestilence or in my case any airway issues or inflammation in my lungs! AMEN
The past few nights I have been having dreams about eagles, wasn't sure why? Then I read Psalm 91 and instantly I knew. God wanted to encourage me that He was covering me with His feathers just as it says in this Psalm. I may be tired, weary, and want more than anything to be done with these broncs, but knowing that I am hidden under HIS powerful wings brings me so much hope! It reminds me that I am not the one fighting this battle, but instead I am simply called to rest. REST under those mights wings!
He has commanded His angels charge over me! What an incredible thought! And because I love Him, He promises to deliver me! These verses bring me so much hope as I get ready to go to bed! He will deliver me!
I am so incredibly thankful for HIS promises tonight!
If you would please say a prayer for me tonight, tomorrow...I would be so grateful. For the surgeon to have wisdom in how he treats me and for complete restoration of my airways!
Thank you so much! I appreciate you all so much and feel your prayers!